10 Random Things

I saw this one a few people's blog, so I decided to join the fun.

10 random things:

1. I finally finished my Provera, and let me just say...that stuff did me in. I should have known when the Pharmacist told me "Ma'am, just a heads up...I've had to take this and it's really going to mess with you.." It messed with me alright. I haven't slept good since I started it, I've had hot flashes something terrible, especially in the middle of the night. It also gave me horrible headaches, and horrible self confidence. Everything has hurt my feelings this week. I'm glad I'm finished..now I just wait for my period to start, then take Clomid all over again. Yay. Not.

2. Some of my family that lives on the other side of Houston came to visit today, Kevin watched the boys while I went to dinner with them. We laughed and had a great time, and I was kid free. Just what the Dr. ordered, because after being with my family I felt so much better.

3. I hate talking on the phone, like a lot. I'd much rather text. I think maybe it's those weird moments of silence? I'm not sure what it is, but I just hate it. When I was younger I had my own phone line and I remember sneaking and talking on the phone with people at 3am. Now that I'm older I wonder what the heck we talked about for all those hours?! I remember one of my best friends Rose would do 3 way with her boyfriend she had then, and we would talk for 6+ hours until the sun came up...about what I will never remember! :) Now the thought of being on the phone for 6+ minutes drives me crazy. It MAY have something to do with the 2 year old that hangs on my leg asking "who's that?" "whatcha' doing mama?"..."MAMA?"

4. I'm running out of random things about my life to talk about, and I'm not even at #5 yet. I'm lamer than I thought!

5. This whole Rapture thing got on my nerves, thank goodness this day is over so the idiots can feel like idiot. I could go on and on about my opinion about it..but I'll quote one thing from The Bible that says a thousand words itself.

"No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in Heaven, nor the son, but only the Father." Matthew 24:36

6. I have a phobia of popsicle sticks. I told you, I'm lame!

7. I keep having dreams about my Grandmother who passed away August of 2009. I've had them a few times, but it never bothered me because I felt like I got to see her alive again...even if it wasn't real. Lately, I've been having dreams about her over and over...that she is really close to dying, or dies, then comes back to life...then dies again. I wake up in tears and sweating..and the horrible emotions from the dream sticks with me all day. I've been wanting to go the cemetery and "talk" to her...but her plot is along a fence close to people's backyards and I feel like people can hear me. I have so much I need to tell her though. I wish I could just go lay on her bed beside her again, and discuss all my troubles with her while she scratches my back and gives gentle words of advice. The perfect advice and insight, actually. Don't take your loved ones for granted...hug them while you can, tell them you love them. Right now, don't wait..! You never know when you wont be able to, and that's when you will need their love the most..when it's gone.

8. I have a hate love relationship going on with Angry Birds..I got the .99 cent version with all the levels..and it really makes me mad sometimes, but I feel like my life would be a little more complete if I beat Angry Birds..that is all. :) (lol..once again..lame!!)

9. I've been having a love hate relationship with my blog too. I haven't told too many people about it but I keep getting all these cities that are literally within hours from me show up in my Feedjit and it just freaks me out a little. It doesn't freak me out as in.."omg someone is going to stalk me and kill me" lol..but I'm a curious person and I want to know who these people are. I've decided to let it go, and just let people enjoy my blog. I'm not going private, and I'm not moving my blog. A good friend told me to consider it a compliment that they are reading my blog, and to not let it bother me..so that's what I'm going to do. But I'd love it if at least the ones from Texas would introduce themselves! (I knew I shouldn't have put that darn Feedjit up in the first place! lol)

10. 10 minutes has passed since I typed number 9..and I still can't think of a number 10. So..

The End. :)