Wee Bit Wednesday & a Wee Bit More..

{one} what’s the worst date you’ve ever been on?I never really went on "dates" when I was younger, we always did "group" things. I can't really think of a bad one in particular, we usually always had fun.
{two} if you could be any other person for one day, who would it be?Mason, my son. He is the most care free spirited person, he is almost always happy, and the only thing he has to worry about are skinned knees and boo boo's. I wish my life were that simple still. :)
{three} what is your favorite kind of cheese?lol..well if you know me personally, you know I love cheese. Cheese dip, Cheetos, Mozzarella cheese, string cheese, cheese sticks..you name it! :)~
{four} do you remember your 1st grade teacher?I don't remember much about her, but I remember her name was Mrs. Fuller.
{five} who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?My mom, for sure.
{six} were you ever in a school talent show?No, but I remember having to put on a play for a final grade when I was in 7th grade. We had to act out to a stupid song about a squirrel getting loose in Church. Man, that was embarrassing too.
{seven} who is your favorite fictional character?Bambi. Lol, I know I know! I bought the new one for Mason and I watched it again, even as an adult the movie is still super cute :)
{eight} can you open your eyes underwater?Yes, but it burns!
{nine} do you look at the keyboard when you type?I occasionally look down at it.
{ten} when was the last time you took a nap?This past weekend..and it sure was nice! :)
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A little bit of randomness:
The Provera worked pretty quick for me, I started the withdrawal bleeding 3 days after finishing my last pill. So now I'm waiting on CD5 to start Clomid again..which will be Saturday. After I finish that I'll start using OPK's until my CD21 progesterone level check. Since the 50mg Clomid "sort of" worked (level 9 progesterone) and the 100mg didn't at all (.08 progesterone or something like that, really low!) I'm not really sure what to expect this month.
I know I've posted about this before on my old blog, but the more cycles passing by means I'm only getting closer and closer to my goal, *IF* my body starts acting right with these meds she has me on. BUT, the closer I get.. the more nervous I feel. All day long questions run through my head..am I making the right decision? Can I handle two, well three on the weekends when Garrett is with us..? Is Mason going to feel left out, or not as important anymore? He has always been my number ONE, and it's hard for me to imagine him sharing that spot with a sibling. Everyone has told me it just all falls into place...but it's normal for me to be nervous right?!
My heart is overwhelmed with my love for Mason, sometimes when I look at him my heart just swells with love and feels like it could just burst any minute. Is there room for me to love another child, as much as I love Mason? These are all rhetorical questions of course. I know in my heart I will love any children of mine all the same and equal. It's just a huge decision..and I know how hard it can be to raise a child. It's really hard, the hardest thing I have ever done my whole life. It's just a little scary to go through it, especially now that I know what's to come. With Mason, I went into this "mommy" thing blindly, I had NO clue what I was really in for. This time I know exactly how hard it's going to be, if not harder.
But it is SO worth it.