- My period started Saturday, so maybe PMS? I have never in my life had a period this heavy or hormonal. I'm not sure if it's from the Clomid or not, but I'm bleeding like someone shot my lady parts. Sorry for the information, I'm sure you all really wanted to know this. I'm waiting on the dr. office to call me back so I know if they are doubling my dose of Clomid or trying one more month on the 50mg.
- I made a big wifey no no. I LOST my wedding ring. I have been so upset and distraught over it, I feel like a huge part of my life is missing. I feel naked without my ring on. I've had it for years and wore it every day, but it was getting lose on my hand and would slip on and off with no hesitation. I know it's just a ring, but it's THE ring. I know it can be replaced, but a new one will not mean as much to me as my original wedding band did. I'm in the process of turning my house upside down and inside out, and praying it shows up.
- I'm pretty sure my cervix is broken. I have had horrendous pain in my woohaa now for days...it started after being "intimate". I'm pretty sure my husband dislocated my cervix, or broke it...on of the two. You're very welcome for my sharing this, but I had to tell someone..why not the world. :)
I'm thinking the three things above might possibly be why I am in such a funk. I hate that feeling. But since I can't leave my blog post on such a depressing not, I'll point out three good things too.
- My husband and I were having some issues with his xbox and how much time he spends playing on it. It got so bad it was affecting my marriage. I tried to think the "good wife" way, and thought about how hard he works all day long and I didn't want to nag him. Finally I blew up one day, and you know what? He listened, and he took it in, and he changed what was bothering me. He hasn't been playing as often and I really appreciate that he listened to what was bothering me. Overall, I have a great husband. Sure he plays his xbox a little too often, but he IS at home every night, and he IS a great father. He literally kisses the ground Mason walks on. I love him.
- I got to see some family that lives out of town yesterday, we all met at Wings N' More. They were coming through town for a funeral so we all met for dinner. Mason was SO good at the restaurant, he sat in his chair and acted like a perfect gentlemen..as you all know this is HUGE for Mason, as he usually acts half zoo animal.
- We are selling our house in November and I am so excited. It would be on the market right now, but we have to wait until November and we wont have to pay back our first time home owner loan back. I thought regardless we were still going to have to pay it back, but I found out as long as we stay in our house until November then everything will be all gravy and we won't have to pay it back...how awesome is that?! I hate two story houses and will NEVER live in one again.
8 comments:
Great news about your dh and Mason behaving at dinner!!
I hope you find your ring!! I'd be the same way!! You won't fantasize about another band the way you did about that one and everything it meant. I hope you find it!
I am sorry you "lady parts" are giving you such a hard time. Hopefully they start behaving themselves soon.
Sorry to hear about your wedding ring. I completely understand how you feel and probably would never replace mine if it got lost since it wouldn't mean the same. I would probably get remarried with a new ring to make sure it had meaning!
Glad to hear your men are behaving! Isn't it great when our kids act like good kids in public! I am sure it was just a taste of what's to come. You're doing a great job with him... you should be taking all the credit!
Hey there!!
Im so glad I found your blog again!.. I am gonna be reading this hoefully tommrow when My youngest is in preschool, so I have some quietness around here!
Looking forward to "catching up with you" on here!!!
So sorry about your ring and AF!!! Oh no!! I hope this is your month and you end up due with a January baby with me!! (not pregnant, just trying)
So sorry about your ring and AF!!! Oh no!! I hope this is your month and you end up due with a January baby with me!! (not pregnant, just trying)
I would be willing to bet your funk-a-dunk is from the ttc and hormones. What crap we go through! It will get better, I promise! Hang in there, because you are one tough mama!
I am so glad that once Kev heard what was bugging you, he fixed it. That is one thing I have learned, that we really just need to speak up and say what we need from our guys before they will get it :)
xoxo
Sorry about your lady parts not working right. I get it. I really do..and it sucks!
I'm sorry you blew up at your hubby, but I'm glad he took it to heart and did something about it. That says a lot.
And, the wedding ring...super stinks. (Honest, I don't wear mine. I wear a different ring because mine kept hurting me! But I still have it.).
Hope you hear back from the dr soon.
Wow!!! I'm catching up on your blog and There is a lot to catch up on for this one!
Have you found your ring? I know what you mean, I had to get mine sized (and actually have to do it again) and I felt sooo naked without it.
So exciting that you are selling your house...I hope to do the same one day soon :)
OH- and thats wicked news about Mason!! I'm finding as Evan gets older he gets easier and he understands when I "threaten" him, and more often then not he will stop whatever he is doing wrong, because timeout SUCKS!!!
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